I will need you more then you’ll need me. I know I said things and didn’t change for the better. I honestly hurt our relationship. I can’t describe how much I love you. How much you mean to me. Yeah you say all these things to me but its so hard. I can’t drop this relationship or whatever it is we have. I really don’t want anybody else but you. I can’t picture myself with anyone else. I can’t change your mind on how you feel about me. I just want you to be happy. The one person I want to be happy. I don’t regret any of this because honestly, I’ll do it all over again. I want to be with you so bad. I’m sorry after all this time I couldn’t speak what’s on my mind when I know you just want our relationship to grow. I know you have given me all your time, I’m sorry I wasted it. I miss you much. I just want to be with you. I just want to hold you cause it makes everything feel right. If this is our final separate ways then just know I love you, always have and will and if you ever needed me, I’m always here for you. You’ll always have a place special in my heart.